Thursday, July 27, 2006
♥ I miss Pasir Ris again
The " I am a Pasir Ris resident" feeling came back when I went back there to have dinner and retrieve some letters.
I thought of lots of things to say while on the car...but my mind is in a total blank now.
Went to West Plaza for dinner. Those things which have changed have changed, but those which are not changed have already remained like that for about 15 years already. Haha. I missed the small bridge, but it's removed already. I remembered that I used to run on the bridge whenever I go there. The specs shop has been using the same poster for more then 10 years already. Haha. Ate the pancake which I'hv been eating since young.
After which, went back to my old house to retrieve letters. It's so...huai nian. All the memories just flew back. The void deck, the pink lift, the corridor, staircase, even the rubbish chute...My house looks super big lar now. I think it's because I'hv been looking at my small present house for 2 years. Met my ex-neighbour. He said that I grew up le. Haha. His son looks a bit different now. I remembered that we used to play together with my brother when we were just innocent children. Cycling, board games, blowing bubbles.....
I had the urge to buy back my property. Going to ask my future husband to buy back my house for me. Haha. On the way home, I saw the same moon at the same position. So huai nian. I used to always look at the moon. Everytime I past there.
So much have changed. But I don't think I have. I still want to go back to the past, as a child, living a carefree life in Pasir Ris. I wanna badly to return. But I know it's all impossible now. I really regreted asking my papa to buy this condo. It's all my own fault that I can't continue to live at where I grew up, I can't blame anyone but myself.
Haiyz. Although I'hv been living in Hougang for 2 years, I just feel that Hougang doesn't....match me. It's just so mo4 sheng1 here. I prefer Pasir Ris, where I'm familarised with, both the people and the place. Even if I were to leave Hougang now, I won't feel the sense of being an Hougang resident as strong as I feel for Pasir Ris. Coz I just don't know the people and the places here.
Most importantly, I don't grow up here....
HAiyz...
I think I still prefer the past....
I suddenly feel like going back to the past and never grow up....
never....
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
♥ successful audition
Had LEAPS briefing and checking of CCA records. Hello? I attended every single session of CCA and my attendance recorded is below 50%?! What's this man. Going to clarify with him tomorrrow. Also, there're many activities which are not recorded inside.
After that was Teachers' Day performance audition. WOOSH! 4A2 scored 24 out of 25. Well done man! I think "Ms Ferng" and the broomstick dance is funny. 3 days of practicing Scandal dance has made my muscle ache. I should do more vigorous exercises after Os.
Again walked past SSS while going home. Saw some nonsense again today. First was a student accusing a teacher for jay-walking. Haha. The second one was more rubbish. This group of boys are practising soccer. Then when I walked past, this boy suddenly kick the ball hard on the fence, trying to scare me. They thought that I would think it was an accident but please, it was so obvious that they're doing it on purpose. I kind of anticipated they would do some sort of rubbish. So I wasn't scared at all. Too bad. Plan failed. Well, I'm getting used to all the nonsense SSS boys do. It's like jia chang bian fan.
SHARON!!! When are you coming back??? This is the time when I need you and you're gone somewhere in Japan. My confidence in A math is getting lower and lower. First was the failing of Mid-years, and next was this morning quiz. My moral is getting low...
There's not much time to study this whole due to the performance, and tomorrow have to stay back for some MOE survey, see Mrs Ong, and chasing after teachers for the CCA records. Fridat is eating-day. Saturday is going-orchard-for-ear-checkup-day. Sunday is celebrating-NaiNai's-birthday-day. TOTALLY PACKED.
Saturday, July 22, 2006
♥ ear piercing day
Went to pierce my ear at B*dazzel with lao ma and cheryl after tuition today. Finally, after one year, I managed to get my ear pierced.
Xiang dang nian...I remembered how I suffered in agony when all the infection and swelling attacked me. I really hope this time it won't happen again. I kept confirming with the auntie that my ear wont infect again. Haha.
It was quite fun there. Haha, wasting the auntie's time, then keep asking for discount, keep asking her the same questions over and over again, tugging lao ma's arms when piercing. Haha. Shall go there and create havoc again next Saturday. Lao ma looked quite girl with the sparkling studs. Now, lao ma, cheryl and me have the same sparkling ear stud. Haha.
But taking care of the ear is very troublesome. Have to be careful about not touching it, must apply lotion, must keep turning the stud. But it's way too small for my big hands to turn.
Spent ALOT on ear piercing. Still haven told my parents yet. Wonder how they'll react. Opps.
This is the first time I spent so much on myself. Going to spend MUCH more for cambridge. We went around asking the price for make up and hair styling services. Make up is about $30 for red earth, and styling is about $35-$45 for the one is isetan.
Hmm...4 more months.
Friday, July 21, 2006
♥ i seriously hate this title box.
Carian, I'll forever remember the incident which happened at the staircase. Argh. Unfair.
Now, we going to dance Scandal for teacher's day performance. I wonder how the final outcome will be like. As in, if we cant dance well, then...yea. But I think it'll be ok.
I started chasing 112 when I was about 200 metres away from the bus stop. I ran as fast as I could and I thought I ran very fast. HOWEVER, the bus just went off without waiting for me! I was just like 0.1 second late. What angered me more was that the people at the bus stop saw me running after the about-to-leave bus and they didn't ask the uncle to stop. I was super pissed off man. Then I hurried to take mrt so that I could be in time for the shuttle bus. Everything was so hectic lar! I sweated like mad. I hate 112. Either I have to wait super long for the bus or I'll miss the bus.
Must familiarise myself with Scandal.
Oh, may be piercing my ear hole tomorrow with lao ma and cheryl m. See first. If it's not THAT expensive.
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
♥ missed
Aya, missed it again this morning. Try my luck tomorrow :)
Haha! Gretch, you're so obvious lar! You know what I mean. The toilet trip today. Haha.
I suddenly feel like studying now. Haha! Good girl. Going to write notes for Geography later. I think Geography is the only subject which interests me now. I need to work harder for Chemistry and Physics man. Most of the exams questions will come out from the last few topics. But those are the topics which I don't understand!! Argh.
Stackie just told me something which broke my heart.
You're cute but you're short, and such a hua hua gong zi...
Friday, July 14, 2006
♥ cutecute!!
I'm in the cutecute mood now. Haha.
Everyone is chiong-ing for their exams. So will I. YES, I WILL. Once I start, it's hard to stop.
If I do well for my Os, At least well enough for NYJC, I'll say byebye to my TP. I just feel like going to JC now. I think that jumping straight to Poly is a great change. It will be hard to adapt.
P.S: I love Fridays. :)
Saturday, July 08, 2006
♥ english tuition
Today's English tuition in school is wasted lar. Do you know why? Cause it's that pervert teacher again. Haha. Not say he's not good lar. Just, TOO MUCH crap. WAY TOO MUCH. He talked about his old school days blah blah blah....But I like this kind of lessons...cause I can slack and laugh. I think he's super good to his students. I want this kind of teachers!!
He said that ASC(B) teachers are all so crappy like him. How I wish ours were too...ours are way too serious lar our teachers. Nvm. Last 5 more months and I'm free.
Friday, July 07, 2006
♥ life after exams
Got back all my exam papers already. I failed 3 subjects in total. This is the first time in my entire life I did so badly. But I wasn't sad or depressed at all. WHY?
I guess I'm numbed. I'm having a bo chap attitude in my sec 4 studies lar. This can't continue. I'hv told myself to start studying already. Prelims are coming in about 6 weeks' time. I'm starting to study chemistry maybe tomorrow or Sunday.
Oh, I finally got my haircut at Twister monsoon. I think it's not bad. I paid $19.90 for it leh. But my hair became about an inch shorter. Have to wait for another 2 months to get back the previous length. But at least it's not thick now. My mama said that my previous hair looked like grass lar! Guess I'll go back there to get my haircut after Os.
Long way man!Saw yanzi on tv just now. It's been a long long time since I last seen her on show.Her hair is quite golden-ish now, and her dressing style is getting better. Good.
Oh, I grew by 0.6cm. Luckily I never grow fatter, and I got rid of all the fats I'hv gained during June holidays. HAHA.
Saturday, July 01, 2006
♥ marathon rocks
Had a once-in-a-lifetime experience at Millenia Walk today. This is the first time I performed in the public, and I guess this will be the last time.
Before we start, we had a lot of warm-up. I was kind of very nervous before I went up.
Tian Hei Hei. Amazingly, I wasnt nervous at all when I started to sing. I didn't know where to look! And I don't want to look at the audience, in case I got frightened. Haha. Throughout I was look at the gun mic. When the first chorus came in, it was so good man. I got the feel. Haha. I could see Mrs Goh with her thumbs up! Haha. We did quite well for our first performance. YES GIRLS!!
Then, we were informed to sing for one more slot. In the end, the whole class sang again for 1hour, singing 2 more times. We rocked the Millenia with our last Bring It All Back. WHOOSH! Shermaine said they on one more speaker. Haha. Group 1 was so rock and roll today with all the thick hairbands and so on. Ms Ferng was swaying like a little akid with Shermaine as they sing. It was so funny can? Haha. First time saw Ms ferng like that. She even gave us a Hershey Chocolate bar each after the performance. Thank you!
After the entire thing, I didn't feel happy nor sad. Just...nothing.
Oh yah, now i get a bit of how singers work. After the first performance, you have to rush for the next and you don't even get enough time to eat your luch when the people are rushing you. Haha! I think this is so fun. And after thewhole whole thing, you'll get all exhuasted. We were lucky that we get to be at the PL 90-year celebration.
4A2, WE ROCK MAN!!Going to the closing ceremony on Monday. Guess it will be fun.
