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Thursday, July 27, 2006

♥ I miss Pasir Ris again

The " I am a Pasir Ris resident" feeling came back when I went back there to have dinner and retrieve some letters.

I thought of lots of things to say while on the car...but my mind is in a total blank now.

Went to West Plaza for dinner. Those things which have changed have changed, but those which are not changed have already remained like that for about 15 years already. Haha. I missed the small bridge, but it's removed already. I remembered that I used to run on the bridge whenever I go there. The specs shop has been using the same poster for more then 10 years already. Haha. Ate the pancake which I'hv been eating since young.

After which, went back to my old house to retrieve letters. It's so...huai nian. All the memories just flew back. The void deck, the pink lift, the corridor, staircase, even the rubbish chute...My house looks super big lar now. I think it's because I'hv been looking at my small present house for 2 years. Met my ex-neighbour. He said that I grew up le. Haha. His son looks a bit different now. I remembered that we used to play together with my brother when we were just innocent children. Cycling, board games, blowing bubbles.....

I had the urge to buy back my property. Going to ask my future husband to buy back my house for me. Haha. On the way home, I saw the same moon at the same position. So huai nian. I used to always look at the moon. Everytime I past there.

So much have changed. But I don't think I have. I still want to go back to the past, as a child, living a carefree life in Pasir Ris. I wanna badly to return. But I know it's all impossible now. I really regreted asking my papa to buy this condo. It's all my own fault that I can't continue to live at where I grew up, I can't blame anyone but myself.

Haiyz. Although I'hv been living in Hougang for 2 years, I just feel that Hougang doesn't....match me. It's just so mo4 sheng1 here. I prefer Pasir Ris, where I'm familarised with, both the people and the place. Even if I were to leave Hougang now, I won't feel the sense of being an Hougang resident as strong as I feel for Pasir Ris. Coz I just don't know the people and the places here.

Most importantly, I don't grow up here....

HAiyz...

I think I still prefer the past....

I suddenly feel like going back to the past and never grow up....

never....